herskin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Her Acknowledgement of 2008 I've been away for so long, but like anything you've ever truly loved, I come back to it. Times aren't bad, but I am still happy that I have this little corner of the cyber world to claim as my own. No one reads these pages anymore. The hay day of this site seems long past, but maybe I've just fallen behind the times and trends. Either way, I'm contented to the world I have so carefully constructed within the confines of my diary. It's not much, but it's mine. One of the things that sticks with me most these days is my biggest fear is to end up like my mother. I feel awful when I say it, but to me, she's always seemed so feeble. Weak. Almost pathetic. I know that I should honor her, and in my own way, I try to do that. However, she isn't really the type of person I could ever look up to or strive to be. She has lived her life by relying on others, incapable of being alone or standing on her own two feet. Fiercely independent and strong enough to bend, I am very much the antithesis of her. I credit so much of who I am to my father, the good and the bad. What has she contributed? I'll come back when I have more to say. Don't know when that day will be back, but I promise that I will come back. I will keep coming back. Seven years in February, whodathunkit?!? I'm gonna live my life like every day's the last. Without a simple goodbye, it all goes by. ("Can't Cry Hard Enough - The Williams Brothers) 11:20 AM - 01.15.08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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