05.29.08 | 3:18 PM
I will never understand why people do things half way. Everything I do in my life, I put my heart and soul into it. This is especially true in relationships. Lately, everything has been about G. He has consumed my thoughts. I feel like a young kid falling in infatuation for the first time. He loves me, but sometimes I fear it's halfway. I'm always getting half of something with him...half of the story, half of an answer, half of his time, half of his heart. I don't know what he does with the rest of it. I am certain there is no other. Hmm.
Am doing well with the healthier living for the most part, though today has been bad. I've been trying to set small goals for myself and making to-do lists to keep the routine somewhat similar with small twists and variations so that I don't get bored. Being a vegetarian for nearly three years now has changed some habits but others die hard. Oh, well, at least I am trying.
There's no need to complicate. Our time is short. This is our fate, I'm yours. ("I'm Yours" - Jason Mraz)